the light in the piazza
1. i've started to discover that i have some crazy abandonment issues right? i wrote a whole little essay thing about it, all the people that i love that are leaving me in various different ways. across the country, across the world, or to a world beyond.
so what am i going to do about it? cut my hair off and go back to therapy. obviously. but if people that i care about could just stop leaving, that would make my life a lot easier. no but really.
2. turns out i may be more talented than i think. but i hate even fucking saying that, it sounds so ridiculous. oh my god look at me my voice is so pretty bleh bleh bleh. fuck.
but, that being said, i'm starting to wonder if this isn't just some psycho dream of mine to move to new york and try to be on broadway. maybe it could work... i'm not saying i think i'm going to win a tony or be on glee, but maybe do something, anything where i can be happy instead of just existing.
3. turns out corbin and i have the most ridiculous, excellent relationship in the entire world. and pretty much everyone on the planet should be jealous... sooooo...
so what am i going to do about it? cut my hair off and go back to therapy. obviously. but if people that i care about could just stop leaving, that would make my life a lot easier. no but really.
2. turns out i may be more talented than i think. but i hate even fucking saying that, it sounds so ridiculous. oh my god look at me my voice is so pretty bleh bleh bleh. fuck.
but, that being said, i'm starting to wonder if this isn't just some psycho dream of mine to move to new york and try to be on broadway. maybe it could work... i'm not saying i think i'm going to win a tony or be on glee, but maybe do something, anything where i can be happy instead of just existing.
3. turns out corbin and i have the most ridiculous, excellent relationship in the entire world. and pretty much everyone on the planet should be jealous... sooooo...