feelin like shit
wow so where do i begin...oh yeah today sucked major ass..i could tell it was gonna be like a really bad day, with it raining and all, it's like i could feel it in the air that cold chill that reaches deep down into ur bones and gives you the goosebumps...yeah you know that feelin, one of those days when you know you're gonna fell like shit all day and that it's only gonna get worse just like mine did, unfortunately..
so yeah wednesday was one of the greatest days that i spent with angelina, as we came as close as we did..she knows what im talkin about,nothin sick or anything like that. but then here came today. i woke up scared like a little bitch about our relationship. so like all day i was tryin to avoid her cause like a dumb ass motherfucker i couldn't just confront her with my problems and tell her face to face like i should just done instead of beating around the bush and makin up some bullshit so that i wouldn't have to tell her how i really felt.
so i was feelin really bad and still am. i wanna be with angelina but i'm not good enough for her.. she deserves someone who wouldn't have those feelings, and that would just tell her whenever he had a problem, im not kiddin i really don't deserve to even be friends with her cause i did a little bitch ass thing that isn't fair..omg now im cryin.. and if you read this angelina, i don't want you to feel sorry for me, nor should you cause i did somethin so stupid i should just go to hell.. it's not fair to you that i feel this way.. i just got scared of bein with you..idk what the fuck im talkin about or even if anything that im saying makes sense, but what i do know is that no matter what i say you are always gonna be special to me and i'll always be there..and if you don't understand what im sayin then i think that you should call me and tell me if you really wanna hear the truth about what happened after school today. it's not fair to you..at all..i am so sorry, beyond belief and i would kick my own ass if i wasn't me and knew that it was gonna hurt cause im such a little bitch..well im probably makin alot of no sense again..call me if you wanna hear the whole truth of how a little bitch i am. you may never wanna talk to me again after what im gonna tell you ..but i have to cause it's killin me knowin that i lied to you and more that im not with you..zach
so yeah wednesday was one of the greatest days that i spent with angelina, as we came as close as we did..she knows what im talkin about,nothin sick or anything like that. but then here came today. i woke up scared like a little bitch about our relationship. so like all day i was tryin to avoid her cause like a dumb ass motherfucker i couldn't just confront her with my problems and tell her face to face like i should just done instead of beating around the bush and makin up some bullshit so that i wouldn't have to tell her how i really felt.
so i was feelin really bad and still am. i wanna be with angelina but i'm not good enough for her.. she deserves someone who wouldn't have those feelings, and that would just tell her whenever he had a problem, im not kiddin i really don't deserve to even be friends with her cause i did a little bitch ass thing that isn't fair..omg now im cryin.. and if you read this angelina, i don't want you to feel sorry for me, nor should you cause i did somethin so stupid i should just go to hell.. it's not fair to you that i feel this way.. i just got scared of bein with you..idk what the fuck im talkin about or even if anything that im saying makes sense, but what i do know is that no matter what i say you are always gonna be special to me and i'll always be there..and if you don't understand what im sayin then i think that you should call me and tell me if you really wanna hear the truth about what happened after school today. it's not fair to you..at all..i am so sorry, beyond belief and i would kick my own ass if i wasn't me and knew that it was gonna hurt cause im such a little bitch..well im probably makin alot of no sense again..call me if you wanna hear the whole truth of how a little bitch i am. you may never wanna talk to me again after what im gonna tell you ..but i have to cause it's killin me knowin that i lied to you and more that im not with you..zach