Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
Never in my life have I ever obsessed over some type of curse word, lol. Okay, enough with the laughter.
I thought I'd be really excited for the weekend to start and maybe having something fun to do with some friends.
Actually, I'm sort of stressed the hell out.
Everyone's got their own life now, including me. I feel like I can't reach anyone right now. I'm waiting for someone to hear me out. It seems like I shouldn't have to. If my friend was struggling and needed my help, I'd drop everything I was doing if possible.
Since I stepped on this campus a little more than a year ago, I was determined to find my own way as well as make friends. Pretty typical, right? I found a few that I know I'll treasure for the rest of my life. But for some, I'm not so sure.
A couple of friends are now a part of a new clique that just formed. It sounds pretty cool and all, but I figured I wouldn't have been a part of it. That doesn't bother me. What bothers me is that I can't hang out with them. You think they'd make a little time, right? But I guess it's all about bettering yourself. If that's the way they're gonna do it, then fine. What I won't stand for is people talking about me behind my back and finding out weeks later. I don't need some damn clique telling me that I'm not good enough for their standards. I have my own damn standards. You're growing just as much as I am. I know I'm going to be extremely proud of myself when I graduate because I know I'll be so much better than I am now, no thanks to you.
Oh, and what the hell is it going to take for me to find some guy that's not into a girl who can shake her butt a certain way or is wearing a killer outfit every damn day? Can I find someone who's not trying to get some or is anti-relationship?
I just need some support...and my car.
I thought I'd be really excited for the weekend to start and maybe having something fun to do with some friends.
Actually, I'm sort of stressed the hell out.
Everyone's got their own life now, including me. I feel like I can't reach anyone right now. I'm waiting for someone to hear me out. It seems like I shouldn't have to. If my friend was struggling and needed my help, I'd drop everything I was doing if possible.
Since I stepped on this campus a little more than a year ago, I was determined to find my own way as well as make friends. Pretty typical, right? I found a few that I know I'll treasure for the rest of my life. But for some, I'm not so sure.
A couple of friends are now a part of a new clique that just formed. It sounds pretty cool and all, but I figured I wouldn't have been a part of it. That doesn't bother me. What bothers me is that I can't hang out with them. You think they'd make a little time, right? But I guess it's all about bettering yourself. If that's the way they're gonna do it, then fine. What I won't stand for is people talking about me behind my back and finding out weeks later. I don't need some damn clique telling me that I'm not good enough for their standards. I have my own damn standards. You're growing just as much as I am. I know I'm going to be extremely proud of myself when I graduate because I know I'll be so much better than I am now, no thanks to you.
Oh, and what the hell is it going to take for me to find some guy that's not into a girl who can shake her butt a certain way or is wearing a killer outfit every damn day? Can I find someone who's not trying to get some or is anti-relationship?
I just need some support...and my car.