Feb 11, 2007 01:37
ok so i'm a little drunk so excuse the typos if i make any which i souldn't.
so this valentines day is coming up and all it does is get me depressed. get to be in school the entire day and watch the damn cute cuddle couples walk around and be marry like little shits in a cheap fruit basket sent from columbia. it's like wooptee doodah fuck you! the day like brings back horrible memmories and the regrets i made with women in the past. recently screwed up having an awesome friendship with this girl and then i had to jump the gun and be a douchebag. w/e from now on i'm not gonna make any moves what so ever unless i'm 4217894021% sure the girl is into me which...god fuck relationships why the fuck shit supposed to be so damn difficult and i have to be stuck in the middle of the whole shit hole......i think i'm gonna pick up my smoking habbit again....i mean why the fuck not..gonna die anyway might as well "be cool" doing it. well w/e i guess i'm gonna finish this gay ass rant and go finish my drink and play some family guy the video game!!!! thank god for the guy who invented the guitar, the only thing that keeps my mind of shit right now..that and skating..but weather fucking sux too...damn
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