i hate that i love you

[cryzack]

i hate that i love you
its a four letter word
truly you must know
why ive stayed all these years?
to be here without you
should be simple and clean
but to know i cant see you
tears me from my comforts
years i have spent
all time wasted in vain
but always with faith
that we'd end up forever
i know that ive sealed it
my fate within these stars
but i just cant let go
its like a death from within
of which will never fully come
i want to be free of such feeling
but we cant all be robots can we?