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[cryzack]

it seems like everywhere i turn people are stabbing me in the back or destroying relationships. i dont know what the deal is but ive lost some of the most significant people in my life in the last 2 months. the weird thing is that it seems like it was a full moon or something cuz everyone just started acting weird out of the blue. after 3 years rob doesn't want to even know me anymore, he doesn't even pick up my phone calls. if i call him from a different number like from work he clicks on me. told me to fuck off and get out of his life, havent heard from him since. and thats not the only person, there are more.

i dont understand but suddenly i find myself alone.

all fucking alone.