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I wish I didn't have feelings you know? Like, once you get them stepped on so many times you feel like you can't cry anymore but you're wrong and you can. I wish I had never fallen in love. It hurts. I wish there was a way I could turn off my feelings and stop crying and get over her like I know she already has me but I can't. I feel like there's this big empty hole and there's nothing to live for anymore. /i hate myself so much for fucking everything up.