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so.. tomorrow is my LAST day of highschool.. ever.
so many feelings and emotions are going through me right now, i don't even know how to really write them in a way that'll make much sense.
i had my LAST kanawha country high school pepperoni roll today, and that's when it really started to hit me, that it's over.. I feel weird about it all. it seems i'm the only one who will openly state that i am upset about leaving. It's such a relief to be done, but so many things happened these last four years, that i'll never get to do again. i find that crazy. at the same time, just like everyone else, i'm super dooper pumped to head up to marshall and expeirence that whole college lifestyle.
Alot of things have changed, in the past month alone.
luke and i are done, for reasons beyond either of us. and i know EVERYONE says this, but i truly found out whom my real friends are. Katy, BFF since 6th grade, in the LAST month of highschool... decided to do whatever she could to break us up, because she has 'always had a crush on luke' and it worked. it's really torn me apart. It was a worse feeling than what thomas did to me, because this girl was seriously my second half. anyway, i don't think i'll go on much more about that, the ones whom i care about know, and i know i won't need to write it down to remember.. Luckily luke and i haven't completely been destroyed and we can still be civil with each other.
TODAY, like 3 hours ago, i got my nose pierced!! It's something i've wanted for a year or so now, and finally got out and did it, because i can no longer get in trouble for it. Sadly, the stud you must start out with is slightly larger than the one i'd like to have.. but i understand it's for my safety and will soon enough be a cute little stud :) i'm glad i got it when i did, because i feel its kinda a way to signify the end of my highschool career.
wow. i really just don't know what to say. i have so much in my mind, it just wont come out.. Like when someone asks 'how's it feel?' i can never honestly think of an answer.
i really loved every part of highschool, and there are soo many soles i'm going to miss, in everyway possible. that's all. It's surreal that i will wake up to my alarm clock at 5:30a. for the last time tomorrow and say.. "today, is my last day of high school."
wow.
now, lets get wasted. :)
class of 2008, i love you.
so many feelings and emotions are going through me right now, i don't even know how to really write them in a way that'll make much sense.
i had my LAST kanawha country high school pepperoni roll today, and that's when it really started to hit me, that it's over.. I feel weird about it all. it seems i'm the only one who will openly state that i am upset about leaving. It's such a relief to be done, but so many things happened these last four years, that i'll never get to do again. i find that crazy. at the same time, just like everyone else, i'm super dooper pumped to head up to marshall and expeirence that whole college lifestyle.
Alot of things have changed, in the past month alone.
luke and i are done, for reasons beyond either of us. and i know EVERYONE says this, but i truly found out whom my real friends are. Katy, BFF since 6th grade, in the LAST month of highschool... decided to do whatever she could to break us up, because she has 'always had a crush on luke' and it worked. it's really torn me apart. It was a worse feeling than what thomas did to me, because this girl was seriously my second half. anyway, i don't think i'll go on much more about that, the ones whom i care about know, and i know i won't need to write it down to remember.. Luckily luke and i haven't completely been destroyed and we can still be civil with each other.
TODAY, like 3 hours ago, i got my nose pierced!! It's something i've wanted for a year or so now, and finally got out and did it, because i can no longer get in trouble for it. Sadly, the stud you must start out with is slightly larger than the one i'd like to have.. but i understand it's for my safety and will soon enough be a cute little stud :) i'm glad i got it when i did, because i feel its kinda a way to signify the end of my highschool career.
wow. i really just don't know what to say. i have so much in my mind, it just wont come out.. Like when someone asks 'how's it feel?' i can never honestly think of an answer.
i really loved every part of highschool, and there are soo many soles i'm going to miss, in everyway possible. that's all. It's surreal that i will wake up to my alarm clock at 5:30a. for the last time tomorrow and say.. "today, is my last day of high school."
wow.
now, lets get wasted. :)
class of 2008, i love you.