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okay okay, so chris (that guy from hurricane) has turned out to be pretty spectacular.
I'm not going to act like an idiot and use "the L word" and say how crazy i am about him, because i've actually only known him for 2 months or so. BUTTTTT, he does make me really happy, i have a lot of fun with him, and when i'm with him i really don't think about thomas all that much. Which is something completely new. Taken i should be OVERRR t.w, and the stupid games he plays i'm not, but with Chris around it seems like it could happen a lot easier. I don't even really know if i like the kid more then just a friendship type thing, i'm not entirely sure. I KNOW i'm not ready for another relationship, not ready to be tied down, and stuck with one person but it is nice to feel appreciated again. & i've never noticed before, but how much EASIER it is to deal with a guy from another school, not because i plan on messing around with other guys (if we were to ever get serious) but, just the fact that no one knows, no one is there to get in your bussiness, or try to mess things up. I believe if Thomas went to a different school, we could very well still be together. So i think i'm enjoying that change, of not having that drama there that is envolved in creating a new relationship.
anyway, i know another pointless, grammically incorrect, ramble i have wrote.
whatever. Point is - IM HAPPY :)
ha
oh & Graduation, very bittersweet i beleive. I'm going to miss some of the seniors a TONNNNNN. I think many would agree that the senior/junior class we have now has become very close, closer then i have seen. and it's going to be hard not having them around... we'll see how that goes.
I'm not going to act like an idiot and use "the L word" and say how crazy i am about him, because i've actually only known him for 2 months or so. BUTTTTT, he does make me really happy, i have a lot of fun with him, and when i'm with him i really don't think about thomas all that much. Which is something completely new. Taken i should be OVERRR t.w, and the stupid games he plays i'm not, but with Chris around it seems like it could happen a lot easier. I don't even really know if i like the kid more then just a friendship type thing, i'm not entirely sure. I KNOW i'm not ready for another relationship, not ready to be tied down, and stuck with one person but it is nice to feel appreciated again. & i've never noticed before, but how much EASIER it is to deal with a guy from another school, not because i plan on messing around with other guys (if we were to ever get serious) but, just the fact that no one knows, no one is there to get in your bussiness, or try to mess things up. I believe if Thomas went to a different school, we could very well still be together. So i think i'm enjoying that change, of not having that drama there that is envolved in creating a new relationship.
anyway, i know another pointless, grammically incorrect, ramble i have wrote.
whatever. Point is - IM HAPPY :)
ha
oh & Graduation, very bittersweet i beleive. I'm going to miss some of the seniors a TONNNNNN. I think many would agree that the senior/junior class we have now has become very close, closer then i have seen. and it's going to be hard not having them around... we'll see how that goes.