Apr 27, 2005 19:04
i made a lot of mistakes.. my life has changed.. ive changed, but i never stopped loving him or caring for him.. but i lost him. he's gone, it hurt him to bad to see me. i faced reality and it hurt him, he knew he couldnt have me.. but i still love him, i still need him, he's a friend, a loved one. i wont forget him, even if he wants me to. i know he'll be ok. i just hope where ever he is, what ever he's doing, he knows that i care, and more than anything i hope he's happy. you know who you are and i guess i have to let you go because i cant make you stick around. good luck, happy days. i love you.
Crystal