May 20, 2004 19:12
hey yea i know i havent updated in a while, really havent had the time or much to talk about.. but, well now i do.
sean got out of the hospital today and he's on bedrest til sunday and he should be ok from there just has to kinda take it easy and imma make sure he does. love ya lots sean.
now onto a different subject, a kinda depressing one.
jeff wants to be part of Daniel Alexanders life and i told him no. now he's pissed and is sorta stalking me (worse than before) i asked danny to think about being the daddy and if he said yes me, the girls, and daniel alexander (after he was born) would move over to where danny lives. he said no and didntr think it was a good idea. it kinda hurt but i guess he's right. plus it wasnt fair of me to ask him to do that. he's 18, he's a guy, he should have to be tied down yet.. he's got his whole life ahead of him and i want him to enjoy it. he says he's bad for me and i should let go of him.. but he's not bad for me, he's perfect for me, and i dont wanna let him go, i cant live without him. people say no ones perfect but to me, the things about a person that arent perfect make them perfect, and that goes especially for danny, he's perfect to me. i dont wanna let him go, i aint gunna lose him, i wont let it happen. danny i know you did what you had to do. i love you.
XoXoX <3 - Crystal