Can't Sleep
I don't everything was going well today. Everything just went down hill around 1:15...Since then I've been looking for something, what, I don't know. So then around 2 I went out for a walk on campus alone, yeah not exactly the smartest thing in the world, but whatever. I went in hopes of finding an answer or whatever my heart is trying to find right now. Smoked a clove let my feet take me to where ever and walked around to no avail. Came back around 2:20, now I'm just sitting in my boxers and wife-beater, still unsatisfied. I'm not tired and I don't want to go to sleep. Thea's not around so I'm left alone to battle all the conflicts raging within me. Part of me wants to cry, and yet I can't, I just don't know anymore I suppose...