Update for a lack of updates.
I've been wanting life to just up and leave me alone for the past what...2 weeks? 3? But you know that isn't going to happen. I haven't even turned my computer on for two weeks, except to maybe put on some music when I sleep. I'm getting into the bad habit of falling asleep to it again, which means I have problems waking up in the morning. But that's not really the point. I guess the point is that I'm not dead. It's my moody week, so I've been trying to keep the contact to a minimum so I don't scream at people. And oh, I've been so very close.
So, uh, what have I been up to? Helping Matt finish moving into his apartment, mostly, and school work. I was housesitting for him while he and his mom went down to NY for the weekend. I had to take care of Molly, his kitty, because she has conjunctivitis. He got back today and I got to see him for a few minutes, which was okay. I was moody though.
And, uh, oh yeah. I fucking met Dar Williams. And Girlyman.
I MET DAR WILLIAMS. LIFE = COMPLETE.
Emily, my brother's girlfriend, got us tickets for her show in Cambridge and we met up for dinner and a show. We ate at this ridiculously cool mexican restaurant, got ice cream, met Dar Williams, watched Girlyman, I got a hug from fucking Tai, and then we saw Dar perform. LIVE. LIKE 20 FEET AWAY FROM US. IT WAS AMAZING. She signed my CD before the concert. SHE'S SO SHORT AND CUTE AND FUNNY. I want her babies.
...Yeah. That's going to be burned in my memory FOR FUCKING EVER. I stayed at Emily's that night, which was great, and then the next morning we walked from Boston to Cambridge to go to the T station to take me home. I've never had a better early morning walk.
This week is going to be interesting. I'm going to get an asston of stuff from my teachers because I'm going away for a week. I'm visiting SUNY schools along the rt. 90 strip, then seeing Brad at his school. It's going to be a long two weeks. And then I only have a little bit of time to sleep and finish prepping for when I start my Nano. My god, I want to finish it. I fear I'll fail though.
It's time for a new layout. I want something very elegant this time. I'll have to think more about it, and find time to do it. Who knows when it'll be.
I'll try to be on more, or at least give more updates. I love you guys, and I miss you. I'm being forced to grow up right now, so it's just been very hard. How can I decide where I want to be for the next 4 years? How can I pick a direction for the rest of my life right now, when I just want to keep it together through school? How is it that it's so simple and so hard at the same time?
Oi.
So, uh, what have I been up to? Helping Matt finish moving into his apartment, mostly, and school work. I was housesitting for him while he and his mom went down to NY for the weekend. I had to take care of Molly, his kitty, because she has conjunctivitis. He got back today and I got to see him for a few minutes, which was okay. I was moody though.
And, uh, oh yeah. I fucking met Dar Williams. And Girlyman.
I MET DAR WILLIAMS. LIFE = COMPLETE.
Emily, my brother's girlfriend, got us tickets for her show in Cambridge and we met up for dinner and a show. We ate at this ridiculously cool mexican restaurant, got ice cream, met Dar Williams, watched Girlyman, I got a hug from fucking Tai, and then we saw Dar perform. LIVE. LIKE 20 FEET AWAY FROM US. IT WAS AMAZING. She signed my CD before the concert. SHE'S SO SHORT AND CUTE AND FUNNY. I want her babies.
...Yeah. That's going to be burned in my memory FOR FUCKING EVER. I stayed at Emily's that night, which was great, and then the next morning we walked from Boston to Cambridge to go to the T station to take me home. I've never had a better early morning walk.
This week is going to be interesting. I'm going to get an asston of stuff from my teachers because I'm going away for a week. I'm visiting SUNY schools along the rt. 90 strip, then seeing Brad at his school. It's going to be a long two weeks. And then I only have a little bit of time to sleep and finish prepping for when I start my Nano. My god, I want to finish it. I fear I'll fail though.
It's time for a new layout. I want something very elegant this time. I'll have to think more about it, and find time to do it. Who knows when it'll be.
I'll try to be on more, or at least give more updates. I love you guys, and I miss you. I'm being forced to grow up right now, so it's just been very hard. How can I decide where I want to be for the next 4 years? How can I pick a direction for the rest of my life right now, when I just want to keep it together through school? How is it that it's so simple and so hard at the same time?
Oi.