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Let me see Danielle killed herself last night so that put me in a great mood then a few hours later Crystal calls me and said ' I love you and goodbye' she wanted to kill herself and i thought iwas going to drop dead on the spot that's how much it hurt we ended up being on the phoe for 9 hours 4 of which were me keeping her from doing something stupid . i love that girl more then i ever thought possible and to think of life without her well i don't even want to live if she isn't around anymore she's the only reason i'm still around and damn it if she had down it last night i would have been following right after her. she's my worls and she knows that i'll love her for the rest of my life no matter how long or short that happens to be . she's sending me her heart ( a gold or silver sheart bendant with a diamond in the center . that way i literally can wear her heart around my neck - i'm going to be sending her a few things most of all this little necklacei bought for her a while ago beforei even knew we'd be together. but i hope shell like it who knows i'm just somehow going to find the money to go and see her before schoolgets back in