Shopping with my Mummy and Henrie!
Today I was awoken by a phone call saying quick, we'll be there in 5mins, i was like WHAT?!?! so i speedily got dressed and off we went! we went shopping and to the market, it was cold. So today i bought a green jumper its rather interesting...pretty colour but hmmm i dunno, tights, new makeup, a black top, a pair of jeans, and a pair of cropped jeans, oh n some glass straighteners (how wierd!!) then a black handbag, oh n a very nice (ever so slightly overpriced - £25) new bra, sure there must be something else.........well, mum had bought me some rather interesting underwear, however i told her to take it back, cos i wouldnt wear it for myself, and i havent got a boyfriend to wear it for so.....wats the point? i was proud of me!
was good to see em, we had a nice chat over lunch, i filled em in on all the gossip....well, obviously not every single little detail, cos that wouldnt be good! but the most of it, and they kept asking wat was gonna come of it all? god there so like....intrigued...however i am intrigued too, henrie is setting her sights past elfedd! this is good, altho hitting on a guy the same age as AJ my ex, is NOT ok! ewwwww
then she mentioned this other guy the property man, more her age...however as i remember him he seemed to be a bit of a bad lad, a womaniser, and user! but hey, benefit of the doubt, i trust henrie's better judgement, besides, as if me n mum would pass a blind eye if he was an idiot!
then henrie asked about my meetings with my father, i told her wat we spoke about, she was on the edge of her seat with indepth interest!! i swear she cares more than i do, she even said that herself! i am actually not all that bothered, but maybe more interest will come with time? cos thing is, wen i meet him i dont know wat more we can do, i've told him about as much as there is to tell, and i've found out about as much i wanna know (for now at least). because wen it boils down to it, were basically just 2 strangers been thrown together, which is never a normal relationship because naturally u become friends with ppl ur drawn to by fate or watever, but me n him, i dunno, i'm jus not sure its meant to be! but hey, i'm not righting it off, give it a chance! so wen we meet i dont know wat we'll do cos it'd seriously uncomfortable to sit there in silence, and if we actually did something like activity wise i wouldnt know wat to do?!?! mum keot saying "you can go swimming" i was like jus ignored it the first few times, then wen she relentlessly kept saying it i snapped and bit out "thats a rediculous idea, i cant think of anything worse, why on earth would i wanna do that!?!?" opps! oh well! and i'm sure shes got this thing about him taking me to his house! i dont quite understand but hey....something to do with secrecy, personally i dont feel it, or believe its true....but i guess theres much more emotional attatchment for her than me. i dont particualriy wanna go to his house, i'll walk round n be like....yeh so u've been living in luxury for all ur life while me n mum have been struggling...THANKS!! or we'll just sit there like...hey...hey. oir there'll be hundreds of photos of adam everywhere and the devil horns of jealousy will set in and i'll be like "so dont u think its right that u treat both ur children equally!?!?!?!? wheres my bloody brand new car and personalised number plate!" lol, i totally wouldnt say that...but u know wat i mean. infact thing is, i do find myself saying things to him that i think and wouldnt normally say, and thats jus because i dont care! so wat if he doesnt like wat i say, i dont like how he acts! but there we go....enough of that.
so after all this gossiping we headed to costco, where i bought an incredibly large (like industrial size!) bottles of shampoo and conditioner....damn there goes more money! however, once again i'm proud of me cos there was this massive corkboard thing which would be so ace for photos and well cool next yr in our house in the kitchen, but....it costed £10 and i resisted, i even had it in the trolley and then went and put it back...WOW get me! yay! no, cos then i would have been spending £24 in costco, which is like a sin!
anyway...moving on...enough rambling! yeh so i told tom i was going to show mum n henrie the house, and offered for him to come too! next thing he rings back like...u sure it'll be ok?!?!? oh dear wat if this wat if that...! but i was jus like "nah, will be totally fine" i dont see wat all the fuss is about! then next minute, rosie rings (bloody hell news travels fast) saying she wouldnt be able to go now, and again i was jus like...course u will, it'll be fine!! anyway it was a brief convo, dont think she liked wat i was saying, but of course i wouldnt go if i thought it'd cause problems. plus its not alot to ask to look around the house were gonna be living in!!! personally i think they've had it very easy, they've only ever had us looking around once!! so all is fine. and then.....Kieran rings!!! i was like: WAT?!?!? so i think by the time i was speaking to him i was jus like laughing at it all, hehe, bless him, i'm sure he doesnt know how to take me sometimes! but theres no harm in that, wat fun would life be if every1 could read each other like books! NONE (altho i cant read books, so i'd be buggered). so once again i reasured him. then finally the phone stopped ringing and i was given the chance to eventually call Fawad and jus say is that k? to which he was all like "oh hey, u alright, yeh sure, fine by me...i'll give u their number so u can let them know" hes well nice, its good tho, cos now it means if we want anything done we've got a good chance of gettin it cos he like knows us. anyway, rang and a girl answered and i was like "oh i'm so sorry for disturbing u, blah blah blah" basically she was lovely and said all was fine! I knew it would be!!!!
So we went and looked, and they approved....PHEW! i knew they would tho, cos if not, they'd be crazy! then we went food shopping! i asked them wat they thought of kieran (cos it was first time of meeting him) toms an old hand! and guess wat they said!!!!!! they said he was the spitting image of Kevin!!! OMG, i dont see it at all, and i think i might of said that with alot of intent, didnt mean to, i just REALLY dont agree, or like the thought of it! ahh well! glad i dont see it! Then mum tried to infiltrate my mind once agian saying *$&*$$&*"& blah blah blah, lovely blah blah! decent blah blah blah! wen older blah blah blah! u know wat i mean! need i say any more, infact its not benefical her saying it, cos it just makes me go even further the other way! my minds confused enough about it anyway!
So that was my day! then rosie cooked for me...well i was a sorta joint effort! damn tasty! chickhen stir fry! she said she felt bad that she was silly about the house, so decided to cook! i wasnt complaining! so we ate and watched tv, then like to lazy bears fell asleep on my bed! haha, its got to be done, a nap after a full stomach! anyway, then called tom, him n kieran were watchin watever together, there inseperable now! lol!
think thats about it, oh apart from i was meant to go to modo tonight to meet hockey otc ppl, but cant really face it, too tired, fed up of questions and jus generally dont wanna! which is wierd, cos i did wanna earlier! so tuesday, she em then...YAY. wonder wat dave will have to say for himself! oh yeh n on thurs night or was it fri??!? no, thurs, i went to brookhouse to celebrate the hockey ppl getting their asses kicked, and rik walks along and goes "crystal...do u know who dave pulled?" to which i screwed up a funny face and mearly replied "yes" so he goes "who?" and i was thinking is this a joke, so rather hesitanlty answered "me" and he was like "oh, really?" rather funny, we laughed! i was humoured! but unimpressed wen he asked the same question as eariler that day. yeh cos he rang me in the morning and asked about his bed, he was on the bus full of ppl, so guess where that convo was going?!?!!! and i was like *brigh red faced* omg, leave me alone!!
anyway, hey...there we go! *smiles*, remember ur moto: NEVER REGRET!!!!!!!!
was good to see em, we had a nice chat over lunch, i filled em in on all the gossip....well, obviously not every single little detail, cos that wouldnt be good! but the most of it, and they kept asking wat was gonna come of it all? god there so like....intrigued...however i am intrigued too, henrie is setting her sights past elfedd! this is good, altho hitting on a guy the same age as AJ my ex, is NOT ok! ewwwww
then she mentioned this other guy the property man, more her age...however as i remember him he seemed to be a bit of a bad lad, a womaniser, and user! but hey, benefit of the doubt, i trust henrie's better judgement, besides, as if me n mum would pass a blind eye if he was an idiot!
then henrie asked about my meetings with my father, i told her wat we spoke about, she was on the edge of her seat with indepth interest!! i swear she cares more than i do, she even said that herself! i am actually not all that bothered, but maybe more interest will come with time? cos thing is, wen i meet him i dont know wat more we can do, i've told him about as much as there is to tell, and i've found out about as much i wanna know (for now at least). because wen it boils down to it, were basically just 2 strangers been thrown together, which is never a normal relationship because naturally u become friends with ppl ur drawn to by fate or watever, but me n him, i dunno, i'm jus not sure its meant to be! but hey, i'm not righting it off, give it a chance! so wen we meet i dont know wat we'll do cos it'd seriously uncomfortable to sit there in silence, and if we actually did something like activity wise i wouldnt know wat to do?!?! mum keot saying "you can go swimming" i was like jus ignored it the first few times, then wen she relentlessly kept saying it i snapped and bit out "thats a rediculous idea, i cant think of anything worse, why on earth would i wanna do that!?!?" opps! oh well! and i'm sure shes got this thing about him taking me to his house! i dont quite understand but hey....something to do with secrecy, personally i dont feel it, or believe its true....but i guess theres much more emotional attatchment for her than me. i dont particualriy wanna go to his house, i'll walk round n be like....yeh so u've been living in luxury for all ur life while me n mum have been struggling...THANKS!! or we'll just sit there like...hey...hey. oir there'll be hundreds of photos of adam everywhere and the devil horns of jealousy will set in and i'll be like "so dont u think its right that u treat both ur children equally!?!?!?!? wheres my bloody brand new car and personalised number plate!" lol, i totally wouldnt say that...but u know wat i mean. infact thing is, i do find myself saying things to him that i think and wouldnt normally say, and thats jus because i dont care! so wat if he doesnt like wat i say, i dont like how he acts! but there we go....enough of that.
so after all this gossiping we headed to costco, where i bought an incredibly large (like industrial size!) bottles of shampoo and conditioner....damn there goes more money! however, once again i'm proud of me cos there was this massive corkboard thing which would be so ace for photos and well cool next yr in our house in the kitchen, but....it costed £10 and i resisted, i even had it in the trolley and then went and put it back...WOW get me! yay! no, cos then i would have been spending £24 in costco, which is like a sin!
anyway...moving on...enough rambling! yeh so i told tom i was going to show mum n henrie the house, and offered for him to come too! next thing he rings back like...u sure it'll be ok?!?!? oh dear wat if this wat if that...! but i was jus like "nah, will be totally fine" i dont see wat all the fuss is about! then next minute, rosie rings (bloody hell news travels fast) saying she wouldnt be able to go now, and again i was jus like...course u will, it'll be fine!! anyway it was a brief convo, dont think she liked wat i was saying, but of course i wouldnt go if i thought it'd cause problems. plus its not alot to ask to look around the house were gonna be living in!!! personally i think they've had it very easy, they've only ever had us looking around once!! so all is fine. and then.....Kieran rings!!! i was like: WAT?!?!? so i think by the time i was speaking to him i was jus like laughing at it all, hehe, bless him, i'm sure he doesnt know how to take me sometimes! but theres no harm in that, wat fun would life be if every1 could read each other like books! NONE (altho i cant read books, so i'd be buggered). so once again i reasured him. then finally the phone stopped ringing and i was given the chance to eventually call Fawad and jus say is that k? to which he was all like "oh hey, u alright, yeh sure, fine by me...i'll give u their number so u can let them know" hes well nice, its good tho, cos now it means if we want anything done we've got a good chance of gettin it cos he like knows us. anyway, rang and a girl answered and i was like "oh i'm so sorry for disturbing u, blah blah blah" basically she was lovely and said all was fine! I knew it would be!!!!
So we went and looked, and they approved....PHEW! i knew they would tho, cos if not, they'd be crazy! then we went food shopping! i asked them wat they thought of kieran (cos it was first time of meeting him) toms an old hand! and guess wat they said!!!!!! they said he was the spitting image of Kevin!!! OMG, i dont see it at all, and i think i might of said that with alot of intent, didnt mean to, i just REALLY dont agree, or like the thought of it! ahh well! glad i dont see it! Then mum tried to infiltrate my mind once agian saying *$&*$$&*"& blah blah blah, lovely blah blah! decent blah blah blah! wen older blah blah blah! u know wat i mean! need i say any more, infact its not benefical her saying it, cos it just makes me go even further the other way! my minds confused enough about it anyway!
So that was my day! then rosie cooked for me...well i was a sorta joint effort! damn tasty! chickhen stir fry! she said she felt bad that she was silly about the house, so decided to cook! i wasnt complaining! so we ate and watched tv, then like to lazy bears fell asleep on my bed! haha, its got to be done, a nap after a full stomach! anyway, then called tom, him n kieran were watchin watever together, there inseperable now! lol!
think thats about it, oh apart from i was meant to go to modo tonight to meet hockey otc ppl, but cant really face it, too tired, fed up of questions and jus generally dont wanna! which is wierd, cos i did wanna earlier! so tuesday, she em then...YAY. wonder wat dave will have to say for himself! oh yeh n on thurs night or was it fri??!? no, thurs, i went to brookhouse to celebrate the hockey ppl getting their asses kicked, and rik walks along and goes "crystal...do u know who dave pulled?" to which i screwed up a funny face and mearly replied "yes" so he goes "who?" and i was thinking is this a joke, so rather hesitanlty answered "me" and he was like "oh, really?" rather funny, we laughed! i was humoured! but unimpressed wen he asked the same question as eariler that day. yeh cos he rang me in the morning and asked about his bed, he was on the bus full of ppl, so guess where that convo was going?!?!!! and i was like *brigh red faced* omg, leave me alone!!
anyway, hey...there we go! *smiles*, remember ur moto: NEVER REGRET!!!!!!!!