Drama Free
I feel like I'm trying to quit drugs or something... I just realized I had one day that was drama free... Isn't that amazing. Worked tonight, twas' fun. I love my job usually. I had a good convo with a girl I work with. She's 22 and she's such a sweet girl. I'm so comfortable talking to her, and I trust her. It's easy to tell her how I really feel with out sugar coating it because she understands and she's been a teenager not too long ago. It was nice, nice just being able to have someone understand the maturity level that I can't get people to understand... and just how low some people stoop. I actually had to do work tonight at work, that was a first. My paycheck sucked, they really need to start giving me hours. I need to work, I need to get my car inspected, I have tooooo many bills to only work 20 hours a week, or less! They promise me more and more every week, and I feel like I get less every week. The hours got cut back so much. Holiday season is going to be hell, but I wish we could get there quicker because I need to w o r k. I'm seriously thinking about getting a second job. My whole life i've had a second job, and now that I can actually drive I dont... Doesn't make sense to me! I just love my job I have now so much and I don't want to sacrafice the oppertunity to work... Like, to cut back my hours because they will think less of me. I dont want that to happen, but It is really coming down to just that. Because I don't have the money for anything. I'm loosing it... gr.
On a happier note, melissa got the check for her nissan (the car I totaled) in the mail today. Which is great because she went car shopping tonight and she found a grand am i think it's a 99 it's black w/a sunroof, tinted windows, power locks and air and all that crap. Low milage. Soooo, all she is waiting for is the loan to get approved. And the guy said he would take about 1000 off it too. Which is even better. The check was a little over 2,000... and if she gets approved for the loan and everyhting she will probally come out with 1,200 cash. SOooo, it wasn't all that bad. I'm happy that she's hopefully going to be getting a decent car. And I'm excited because now I get a cd player for my car =) this is good because now I don't need to buy one for myself!! Yay! Because, I don't have money. Ugh. I'm friggin tired.
Off to bed.
Crash and burn all the stars explode tonight
how'd you get so cold when you're barly on fire
how you get so desperate how'd you stay alive
help me pllease burn the sorrow from your eyes
oh come one be alive again
dont lay down and die
hey hey, you know what to do
oh baby drive away
to malibu
Get well soon
Please dont go any higher
how are you so burnt when your
cry to the angels they're gonna rescue you i'm gonna set you free tonight
baby, pour it over me
We're all watching you
Baby fly away, to malibu...
So it's sad this doesn't suit you now, and me fresh out of rope.
Please ignore the lisp I never met to sound like this...
So take me or break me, and make me strong like you
I'll be forever greatful for this and you
It's only you, beautiful
or I dont want any one at all
if i can choose, it's only you...
Fix me to a chain around your neck, and wear me like a nickel
Even new wine cheapins the taste
I shot the pilot i'm beggin you to fly this for me
I here for you to use, broken and bruised
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful... or I don't want any one
If I can choose, It's only you...
How could I miscalculate the perfect eyes on a perfect date
If I could choose It's only you...
Call me out, you stayed inside
Want your love, it's wear you hid
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn, I think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
it's not me you're not listening now, cant you see
Something's missing, you forget where the heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment you stay
and forget where the heart is someday
if ever you loved me you'd say
it's okay......
Waking up from this nightmare hows your life???
What's it like there?
Is it alll what you want it to be
Does it hurt? when you think about me and how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment you stay and forget wehre the heart is someday
and if ever you loved me youd say, its okay....
It's okay to be angry and never let go, it' only gets harder the more that you know
when you get lonley and no ones around you know that i'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone and I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe some day I will see you again and you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
Take you away from that empty apartment you stay and forget where the heart is someday
if ever you loved me you'd say, its okayyyyyyy
It's okay....
On a happier note, melissa got the check for her nissan (the car I totaled) in the mail today. Which is great because she went car shopping tonight and she found a grand am i think it's a 99 it's black w/a sunroof, tinted windows, power locks and air and all that crap. Low milage. Soooo, all she is waiting for is the loan to get approved. And the guy said he would take about 1000 off it too. Which is even better. The check was a little over 2,000... and if she gets approved for the loan and everyhting she will probally come out with 1,200 cash. SOooo, it wasn't all that bad. I'm happy that she's hopefully going to be getting a decent car. And I'm excited because now I get a cd player for my car =) this is good because now I don't need to buy one for myself!! Yay! Because, I don't have money. Ugh. I'm friggin tired.
Off to bed.
Crash and burn all the stars explode tonight
how'd you get so cold when you're barly on fire
how you get so desperate how'd you stay alive
help me pllease burn the sorrow from your eyes
oh come one be alive again
dont lay down and die
hey hey, you know what to do
oh baby drive away
to malibu
Get well soon
Please dont go any higher
how are you so burnt when your
cry to the angels they're gonna rescue you i'm gonna set you free tonight
baby, pour it over me
We're all watching you
Baby fly away, to malibu...
So it's sad this doesn't suit you now, and me fresh out of rope.
Please ignore the lisp I never met to sound like this...
So take me or break me, and make me strong like you
I'll be forever greatful for this and you
It's only you, beautiful
or I dont want any one at all
if i can choose, it's only you...
Fix me to a chain around your neck, and wear me like a nickel
Even new wine cheapins the taste
I shot the pilot i'm beggin you to fly this for me
I here for you to use, broken and bruised
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful... or I don't want any one
If I can choose, It's only you...
How could I miscalculate the perfect eyes on a perfect date
If I could choose It's only you...
Call me out, you stayed inside
Want your love, it's wear you hid
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn, I think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
it's not me you're not listening now, cant you see
Something's missing, you forget where the heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment you stay
and forget where the heart is someday
if ever you loved me you'd say
it's okay......
Waking up from this nightmare hows your life???
What's it like there?
Is it alll what you want it to be
Does it hurt? when you think about me and how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment you stay and forget wehre the heart is someday
and if ever you loved me youd say, its okay....
It's okay to be angry and never let go, it' only gets harder the more that you know
when you get lonley and no ones around you know that i'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone and I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe some day I will see you again and you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
Take you away from that empty apartment you stay and forget where the heart is someday
if ever you loved me you'd say, its okayyyyyyy
It's okay....