Rollercoaster
I really feel like my life is on a rollercoaster... a neverending one at this point. Everything is so screwed up. And once things get a tiny bit better, it all goes and gets worse again. I'm so sick and tired of it. To top off all of that drama, one of the two people that can always calm me down is now on the long rollercoaster of people and drama. Which makes it 245827454 times even more harder, emotionally. I'm so sick and tired of crying and crying. I feel like the biggest baby, but the hurting never stops. I can't get off the rollercoaster...
Today, things got ten times worse.
I feel like crying, but I'm all dried up. :(
On a brighter note, all of my anger and fury has motivated me enough to clean my room and do 4 loads of laundry. So, atleast I'm not moping around at the moment.
Lastnight I hung out with krista and paigey after work. I love them so much. Paige and I had a nice semi-long, but very much needed chat. Spending 45 minutes with that girl makes me feel "alright" in a state of mind I guess you can say. I'm so thankful that besides the fact that we can't spend all the time in the world together that I can still have this amazing best friend that I trust with everything. I love it, she's too good. I can't wait until I can hang out with her again!!! :)
Back to my reality, tonight is going to be a very bad, agrivating night. Wish me luck...
Today, things got ten times worse.
I feel like crying, but I'm all dried up. :(
On a brighter note, all of my anger and fury has motivated me enough to clean my room and do 4 loads of laundry. So, atleast I'm not moping around at the moment.
Lastnight I hung out with krista and paigey after work. I love them so much. Paige and I had a nice semi-long, but very much needed chat. Spending 45 minutes with that girl makes me feel "alright" in a state of mind I guess you can say. I'm so thankful that besides the fact that we can't spend all the time in the world together that I can still have this amazing best friend that I trust with everything. I love it, she's too good. I can't wait until I can hang out with her again!!! :)
Back to my reality, tonight is going to be a very bad, agrivating night. Wish me luck...