Schoolwork and family
Schoolwork is getting the best of me nowadays. I'm in the middle of a CLC (group study), and I'm a team leader, and I SWEAR I'm doing ALL of the damn work!! It's not fair. I'm beginning NOT to like this college thing very much. I've been messing up in school so much, I'm surprised I'm not failing. What is WRONG with me?? I just can't focus anymore. All I want to do is run out the door, and never come back. Also, I want to study my wicca. I don't want to study philosophy when my mind keeps slipping back to witchcraft/wicca/The Goddess/The God. I wish there was a way to specialize in college by doing wicca. LOL That would be awesome.
My family situation is very stressful, as well. My mom keeps offering to baby sit my niece when she KNOWS I have two 1500 word essays, and a presentation to work on.And WHO can concentrate on homework when an eight month old baby is SCREAMING in the background? If I get mad about it, it doesn't help. If I talk to Mom about it, it doesn't help. NOTHING helps. I don't know what to do, I'm on the verge of ripping my hair out. I'm trying to get a job just so I can get out of the house and get a little peace. I swear, my brother can't take care of his own kid. He runs to Mom EVERYDAY and gets her to baby sit. WTH. I'm beginning to feel as if I'm the one who has had a kid, just because I have to take care of the baby all the time. UUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I hate this.
Anyways, I'm just rambling. I wanted to do an update. :) I don't want to just forget my journal, or my friends. I hope everyone is doing great, please let me know!! :)
I love you guys, thank you for reading, and listening to my blurbs. LOL
My family situation is very stressful, as well. My mom keeps offering to baby sit my niece when she KNOWS I have two 1500 word essays, and a presentation to work on.And WHO can concentrate on homework when an eight month old baby is SCREAMING in the background? If I get mad about it, it doesn't help. If I talk to Mom about it, it doesn't help. NOTHING helps. I don't know what to do, I'm on the verge of ripping my hair out. I'm trying to get a job just so I can get out of the house and get a little peace. I swear, my brother can't take care of his own kid. He runs to Mom EVERYDAY and gets her to baby sit. WTH. I'm beginning to feel as if I'm the one who has had a kid, just because I have to take care of the baby all the time. UUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I hate this.
Anyways, I'm just rambling. I wanted to do an update. :) I don't want to just forget my journal, or my friends. I hope everyone is doing great, please let me know!! :)
I love you guys, thank you for reading, and listening to my blurbs. LOL