Just my feelings
I want to start trying pilates, but my laziness is taking over. Despite the pain in my feet, I've really enjoyed just kicking back and relaxing, like everyone else does. The one good thing about hurting myself is that now I have time to spend my summer the way a 'normal' teenager does, just doing things I love. Now I can sleep in worry free! lol I love to workout, but I use to feel trapped by it, like I was forced to exercise or I'd get fat. :( That was hard. This time around I want things to be different. When I get to run again, I want to do it ONLY for fun. Nothing else. If I want to stop, then I'll stop.
I have such an addictive personality (it runs in the family) that I think I let things overtake me too easily. It's that way with everything. Food, caffeine, thought processes, exercise, diets. I need to work on that. It'll be okay, though. Everyone has things to work on.
Now if I can just get rid of this fear that over the summer I'll gain a whole bunch of weight. . .lol. If I'm careful I won't.
I have such an addictive personality (it runs in the family) that I think I let things overtake me too easily. It's that way with everything. Food, caffeine, thought processes, exercise, diets. I need to work on that. It'll be okay, though. Everyone has things to work on.
Now if I can just get rid of this fear that over the summer I'll gain a whole bunch of weight. . .lol. If I'm careful I won't.