Common Sense on a roll
ha so i was just in the bathroom [ew] and i saw a package of SCott toilet paper and it said
Common Sense
on a roll
and i laughed, i thought it was the funniest thing you know? haha..on a roll. ha. isnt that like..a phrase thing that people say..i know ive heard of it but i cant remember where..or was it just like a commercial for the toilet paper? ...
anyway. its been a while.. :/ and ive wanted to update so many times but ive been lazy and i have sooooooooo much to say..so much has gone on and i cant even remember anymore.
wellll lets say that ive been quite horribly upset like a mad women with permanent mood swings. oh god. i cry a lot. the other night i almost left. like..to start running to springfield. thatd be wikkafun eh? i think so. itd make me unfat and stuff. but i could get raped or something.. :/ so i didnt. i really want to some day though.
next time im coming down? unknown...:( i wanna go this weekend. uhm. i talk about springfield a lot. i wonder if i make these kids sick. speaking of these kids..how fucked up is this? the first really cool person i ever met here who i should owe my life to because without her i would have died of scaredness and all, Sam, well shes changing schools. because this one sucks major ass and she despises everyone here. tomorrows her last day. :( i dont like that. its sad. kay so friend #2 who saves my life, Jacqui, is moving to virginia at the end of the year. :( kay so after them, my closest friend here is Brittney, yeah well her mom wants to move them too. wtf?! just my luck.
the kids here are the worst assholes ever. i hate them. ive never seen anything like this before, honestly. fucking idiotic assholes andrew stone+company throws shit at our lunch table still and youd think by now an administrator of some sort would notice, but nooo everyday Sam bitches out and hes like i didnt see anything. its so fucked up. so we're [the table] is hooking up with this guy mikey, he looks spanish, hes a senior, and i guess hes cool with some kids and he kicks asses and hes gonna talk to them kcuntzzz. this girl Bekah asked them why they do that and they said because theyre lesbians. exact words. wtf? so...hows life here, you ask? not great. am i getting along well..? no. im sorry that im used to be the koolkids who didnt get picked on for shit and im from somewhere that even the hardcorest gangsters can tolerate gays. whatever. this town makes me feel like a loser. and now im seeing no one should feel that way if they arent a loser. because im not a loser. not really.
you have no idea how much they say "gay" here. "thats gay" "haha youre gay" "what the fuck this is gay". i hear it so much i almost say it sometimes..thats horrible. i dont though..cause im not like that. this kid Sean even says it. and hes bi. and hes down with the like..only gay kids in this school [our lunch table].
im wicked scared of getting a boston accent, too. i think its DISGUSTING when people add an r to the end of a's. its so annoying. but then they dont say r's when theyre supposed to. the other day i said "smahht" [smart]. im scared. someone needs to call me everyday and talk to me so i can remember the proper existance of the letter r.
hm what else has been going down..well im pretty much crazy about Chris still..:/ its killing me. and ive realized a bunch of kids down there are getting annoyed with him or whatever and yes i know reasons..but i cant help it.
also..ive been down with some of those skattturs Patrick Lavoie, Wilfred, and so called Tony. damn. yeah i talk to them...crazy. uhm. i wont start talking about them though.
speaking of Patricks..Patrick O started talking to me again..weird? chya. Tim too. odd.
grades close tomorrow.. :/ i think im getting a C ish in pre calc. maybe getting close to the C- side..? i hate how my teacher teaches though..its so weird. hes like..really boring and he makes this shit sooooooo uninteresting nothing sticks in my head. i miss mr carlos. :( when he taught..i knew things. i feel stupid now. i knew this town would do taht to me. besides that i think im getting an A ish in am gov, A in computers [easy stupid class], B? in english maybe A...A ish in bio [easy], and probably an A+ in spanish [the easiest class ive practically ever taken.] i love my ghetto roots :))))
hm. oh yeah. i <3 it when i can still talk to some old koolkids. *looooooooooove. <3Ally<3Stef
homework now.