Oct 13, 2005 19:21
hi. its reaaallly cold. i have been shaking like a mad beast pretty much the past couple days. perhaps getting sick? or maybe [as i thought of for the first time earlier] i just dont have a whole lot of fat on my body...i dunno. but whatever it is its unhealthy and im too cold for too long. people offer me jackets but i always turn them down saying im okay through chattering teeth. i feel bad. making someone else cold to warm me. even though i want it sooo bad. oh well.
lets see...whats new.. well. i shared saliva with freshman dave [who has a girlfriend] twice today. ha got you on that one, eh? it was a lollipop. im no whore. psh. green apple jolly rancher. yum.
could someone talk to meghan tomorrow and let her know i cant come to her house tomorrow cause shes so hard to get a hold of and ive been trying to call her but shes always gone or at church or something. :( dunno maybe shes avoiding me..:/ but yeah. im really sad.
i rented sisterhood of the traveling pants. because im going to be lonely this weekend [damn it] and ill watch it all alone. i hate loneliness. with a passion.
xxme.