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hi. today was...not the greatest. not really the worst either though. last night i was a horrible mess i woke up this morning and my eyes looked like shit...still my mom doesnt realize ive been crying. whatever. um. freshman dave broke up with his whore girlfriend who cheated on him. hah. in computers derek [i still dont know how he spells it] got cookies from someone and i asked him for one. and he said only if i fed him after school. meaning hed come into my house [because he knows where it is] and eat my food. i ended up getting a cookie anyway. i doubt he'll come though. ohemeffinggee at lunch those fucking assholes were chucking shit again. but not just carrots...sliced tomatos covered in some white shit..like..some creamy white sauce. ohhh fuck no. some of that hit me and i turned around and was like fucking cut it out and errgg i was so mad. i look him straight in the eye and was like fucking stop it. and hes like im not done and chucked more carrots. i wanted to get up so bad and punch him in the face. no one threw anything back though today. that made me mad. if they do it again whenever we have that lunch again [it would be thursday but we have a half day haha :P] i am throwing so much shit at them. errg. gerrrrrrrg. in biology today my teacher asked me if i was ok. that was weird. i hate it when i look depressed and i dont know it and other people do. how can people read me so well? i suck at life.
im gonna eat soup now.
im gonna eat soup now.