Aug 21, 2005 21:38
i dreamt that somehow i got a phone call from nana. she was asking where we were when was she gonna see us. she misses us. she loves us. i had to tell her she was dead. then i went out to the oak tree in the front yard and she appeared we hugged and talked. and then she and i were in the car and she was driving. we talk more. i tell her what is going on with us. i tell her how her death changed me. i am going to college. then we were back in the front yard. i tell her nana you died three days before your 92nd birthday. i love you nana. she says she loves me too. it is really sad for me to dream now like that. it makes me cry. cause i still miss her so much.