Saying I love you
I called my boyfriend a little after midnight. I told him I loved him. I guess I have nothing to worry about because he told me he loved me back. The last time I told somebody like that that I loved them, they left me not long afterwards...I think...I think I'm ready to open up that part of me again. It'll be ok I think. He is not the same as the other one. That part of me was so closed off to everything before and I was so afraid to say that I loved him, even when I really did. From now on it is nothing but raw emotion. Theres no strings attached. He has my whole heart this time. I'm through protecting myself.
Thats just a few things going through my mind right now. I really hope he doesnt do to me what happened the last time. I dont think I would be able to take it. Maybe I'm more scared of that than I thought. I know he wont though in the back of my mind but...I'm afraid of being hurt.
Thats just a few things going through my mind right now. I really hope he doesnt do to me what happened the last time. I dont think I would be able to take it. Maybe I'm more scared of that than I thought. I know he wont though in the back of my mind but...I'm afraid of being hurt.