its begining to look a lot like christmas..
well it will be christmas in about 1 hour and 6 minutes. and im really not all that excited. my aunt kathy, her husband brian and my 3 cousins are going back to indiana tomorrow. and i havent seen them in 4 years, and they have only been here for 1 week. and it will definetly be a sad day. and christmas is always sad for my family because my grandma died on christmas day years ago. but whatever. and i feel like i've been a really bad friend to ashley, she's been going through a rough time and i feel like i could make it better, but i can't because im not there. i dont know. maybe im just a waste of time and i cant help who knows? oh forget it. well yesterday i went to disney world with mom, dad, karen, sarah, auntie kath, kari, deanna, and brian. it wasa quite an eventful day. we went on every ride worth going on! i went on space mountain twice. it was awesome. i have a feeling that the next two days of my vacation may just suck. but i dont know. i just have this feeling. and i miss dancing, and i miss seeing ashley, and sara and katie (not racicot lol), and jenny, and meg, ally, casandra. and lots of other people. now im just blabbing and no one cares what i have to say, and everyone hates me and doesnt even read my lj, so whatever. i guess i jsut wont post anymore. goodnight
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