you forget where the heart is ,take you away from that empty apartment you stay and forget

[crystalizdblood]

im sitting here its 1:21 a.m. and im so tired but i needa get out sum stuph ... i hope my mom will be ok she is so scared and so am i, i dont want to lose my mom ... yes sumtimes she drives me nuts but she is still my mom and she is like all i have... i mean besides my friends of coarse i love you all ... even the ones who have turned on me i still love you all just a little less that before ... the ones who are still there you mean the world to me ... you know who you are... and you know that i love you more than life itself and i appreciate it so much that you are here for me.

i am having like crazy heartbeats tonight i dunno if its cuz my anxiety went up or wut but its kinda scaring me i havent even smoked because of it ... its making me nervouse ... i hope i am ok and its just anxiety like my doc. sayz *sigh* i seriously need prayer and thank you to those who are already praying for me i appreciate it...

*sings* even if i died tommarow i will still alwayz love you ,never forget me but dont grieve to long , if i died tommarow i would still love you each and everyone i would still watch you dance and play all together under that bright white sun...

i like that song i dunno wut its called but i know ive heard it sumwhere i love you all and that song sayz sumthing even if i didnt wake up tommarow i will still love you all good night and swwet dreamz god bless u all