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UgH...today was an emotional day. I was fine the whole day, and dragging through my finals...until 5th period (Fouhy). I walked in and I realized that this would be my very last day in that class...a class that I have come to know and love. And not just in class, but the whole drama atmosphere in general, a second home..an extended family. For those of you who are/have been AHS 'drama kids' yourselves...you know what I'm talking about! At the beginning we watched the drama club video and the whole time I was on the verge of tears...I didn't understand why I was all of a sudden so emotional out of nowhere. Vicki, Catherine, Anni and I had to do one final scene..which SUCKED, at least for me b/c that scene was the last thing on my mind at that point. But meh whatev. As I sat there, thinking about these past 3 years, I realized that I have honestly had the time of my life, and I couldn't ask for better friends, a better teacher/director/friend, or better experiences. As that last bell rang I just sat there for a moment, sitting in the same spot I've sitten in the whole year, just thinking...not caring whether or not i'd be late to my next class. Not caring what anyone thought...taking time to appreciate that familiar 'Fouhy's room" class room and observing all my crazy, eccentric, unique, yet all remarkable friends. Finally, I got up to leave and as I was leaving Mr. Fouhy gave me a hug..and that pretty much did it. I completely lost it and was sitting there in Room #139 just crying my eyes out...knowing I probably looked like a pathetic idiot, but not caring in the least bit that people were obviously staring. I'd been holding in those tears for such a long time, and just letting it all go was what I needed at that point. Well...looks like one more day and then I'm out, meh, I'm pretty much very non-chalant about leaving all my other classes so tomorrow won't be nearly as bad as today I don't think. Graduation is on Sunday! And I apologize for my "hella-emo-ness"...haha..<3 you all!