Yeah, life sucks

Jun 12, 2004 23:17

Yeah, the unthinkable happened.

I got grounded.

Hold the shocked faces and cries of outrage. No, actually, bring 'em on. Makes me feel better.

Guess what the fight was over this time? My wallet. On whether or not i had driven with it. I had it in my pocket, she thought i left it on the stove. I knew she was wrong, but didn't want to argure with her, so i asked for it back. Then, ( not offense meant) she pulled a Lia on me. :) I just sat there while she ridiculed me and told me how i was totally rude, screaming at me, and i hadn't done anything. Went along, she went away, i was like, hey, no big deal.

She comes up again. I love it when they do it. Like, maybe this tiem they'll convince you that they are god of all and that you have to bow down to them. Damnit, she fucked came straight into my face, started screaming again, and then she pushed me. Not funny. I've told her time and time again that she cannot touch me. She crossed the line. I PUSHED BACK. It's not my fault she stumbled, hit a chari and fell down. She's too fat. But, that's not the point. Sure, it was probably stupid in retrospect, but i hadn't done anything at that point, it was like she just wanted to push my buttons as many time sand she could until she made me snap. It wasn't a big snap either, she just blew up.

Oh, and mentiontioning it to my dad, she left out the screaming, the touching me first, the yelling, the two times comign up when i wasn't talking. Too incriminating. That evidence has to be eradicated. FUCK!

My dad took her side, now i'm grounded until next fucking monday. Cause my mom tried to assert her dominance over a 17 year old. That's what's funny. I finally lost the respect for my mom. I'm not scared any more of the old mother whose worst nightmare is me growing up and finding my own voice against her. I'm done sucking up to her, she asked where her little Jonathan had gone,a dn i told her it had always been an alusion. Now my ideals are more important than what i do or cannot do, determined by her. (Oh, and they 'forgot' to mention i was grounded until i was walking out the door to spend the day with my girlfriend....hmmmm, fancy how that made me feel?)

Shitty end to a shitty day.
I hate ACT's.
I hate parents.
I love snow.

~Jon
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