This is
What I am reduced to. Lol.
Sitting in the restroom at work taking a break from the customers and the noise to have a few minutes to myself under the guise of a potty break. Lol.
I find myself changing again, in some unexpected ways, and in some long anticipated but up to now not seen ways. I've reached a point where I just,
About a lot of shit that I used to let stress me out. And I find, oddly, that I like that.
I also find myself managing something I have never managed in my entire adult life: I am not incessantly texting the man I am interested in. Normally when I like someone I text them all the time, because I am excited about them and want to talk to them and get to know them. This new man, Gabe, is an Army sergeant, busy as hell, and while he likes to talk, he doesn't often have a lot of time. And I don't pepper him with texts. I can even go days without talking to him. My excitement over him has not diminished. I have no less desire to get to know him better. I have no less hope there will be a relationship in the future. But I'm being a rational calm adult about it. And I'm damn proud of myself for that. It also makes me wonder what it is about him that makes me ok with that when I've never been able to be that way with anyone else. I can't wait to find out.
I just felt like posting. Gotta get back to the grind. Oh, wait,
Nope. Found nothing.
Yeah. That's about right.
<3
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