Possible job, meds not working and ever-consuming poverty.
Been broke for over a week. Running out of food quickly. Haven't been able to afford my hormones. This has been a shitty month.
I applied for a job today. I'm fully aware that my psychological state is still too delicate to withstand the stresses of a job, but I'm not going to make it like this. I don't have a choice but to take the risk of a complete nervous breakdown.
My doctor put me back on Effexor a couple of months ago, and I don't think it's helping. My depressive states have actually gotten worse since I've been on it, but I'm not sure what parts of it are that med and what parts of it are being off of my hormones. I've been off those for two weeks now - I just can't afford any more, and it'd cost about $50 for a one month supply. I don't even have $5 to my name at the moment. My doc won't prescribe for me, and neither would the endocrinologist I was referred to last month. I hate being stuck.
I applied for a job today. I'm fully aware that my psychological state is still too delicate to withstand the stresses of a job, but I'm not going to make it like this. I don't have a choice but to take the risk of a complete nervous breakdown.
My doctor put me back on Effexor a couple of months ago, and I don't think it's helping. My depressive states have actually gotten worse since I've been on it, but I'm not sure what parts of it are that med and what parts of it are being off of my hormones. I've been off those for two weeks now - I just can't afford any more, and it'd cost about $50 for a one month supply. I don't even have $5 to my name at the moment. My doc won't prescribe for me, and neither would the endocrinologist I was referred to last month. I hate being stuck.