One of those days, and it's one of those days more often than not these days...
So, I was supposed to update Decades today. Nothing's coming out right. It all feels wrong. I can't get the pose right, can't get the angle right, can't get the shading right. Wrong, wrong, wrong, and my trash can is filling up.
Then I get that thought again... forum's dead, chat's dead... who the hell reads it anymore? Does anyone give a fuck that I'm working myself to the bone, running the well completely dry, when it comes to my creativity? There's no feedback coming from anywhere. I could be doing the greatest work ever or I could be taking sucking ass to a new level, and I just don't KNOW!
Then again, it could just be me. While in Colorado, I was able to bang out updates left and right, even on workdays. Here, I've got all the bloody time in the world, and I'm struggling to make ONE update a week. It's hard as hell to keep going.
So, yeah, does anybody even read the bloody thing anymore or should I just stop here?
Then I get that thought again... forum's dead, chat's dead... who the hell reads it anymore? Does anyone give a fuck that I'm working myself to the bone, running the well completely dry, when it comes to my creativity? There's no feedback coming from anywhere. I could be doing the greatest work ever or I could be taking sucking ass to a new level, and I just don't KNOW!
Then again, it could just be me. While in Colorado, I was able to bang out updates left and right, even on workdays. Here, I've got all the bloody time in the world, and I'm struggling to make ONE update a week. It's hard as hell to keep going.
So, yeah, does anybody even read the bloody thing anymore or should I just stop here?