stressing
So I have been really lax in all my work and it's really starting to catch up with me. I have several assignments post-due and I can hear the church bells chiming my demise. I have two papers that are 3 weeks late, I royally fucked up a test on friday. Not to mention my two imcompletes I have to finish. You'd think I'd be used to failing at school by now. :( I'm totally over stressing and panicing right now. I almost think it's warranted.
I'm not even sure why I'm at school anymore. I don't think that this is what I want to do with the rest of my life, but I'm just doing it now because I've gone this far, so it would only be absolutely illogical to NOT finish.
On top of all that all I think about is how much I want to go home. I miss all my friends, and actually having a social life. Don't get me wrong, I love Corey and Barb, but I miss the way it was with my friends from home. If you two knew how I was back home you'd understand.
GAh, I just wanna scream.
I'm not even sure why I'm at school anymore. I don't think that this is what I want to do with the rest of my life, but I'm just doing it now because I've gone this far, so it would only be absolutely illogical to NOT finish.
On top of all that all I think about is how much I want to go home. I miss all my friends, and actually having a social life. Don't get me wrong, I love Corey and Barb, but I miss the way it was with my friends from home. If you two knew how I was back home you'd understand.
GAh, I just wanna scream.