I'm Baa AAACK !

Jun 30, 2005 00:33

Its been a long time, i done some thinking, gone through some things. Kinda grown up and am back on the Live journal community posting thoughts, inspirations and anything. I still have some stuff to go through, but I think most has passed for now.

I went to the beach not long after school ended and got to really relax for the first time in a long time.  I realized just how much I was overworking my body.  How little I was paying attention to its needs beyond sleep and food.

My sister leaves soon to live in South Carolina.  She will be moving in with her boyfriend and his mother after she is done with summer school.  I am really going to miss her.  I know I don't talk to her much and when we are around each other for more then 10 minutes we start bickering but that doesn't mean I won't miss her.  We are only 2 years apart so we were always close.  We used to sleep in the same bed.  We used to be each others playmate, back up, and sometimes worst enemy.  I will miss her, just like she missed me when I moved away.  I know that as it is now she is still 4 1/2 hours away, but shes at home.  I don't know, it's weird.

Megan moved to Myrtle Beach on a whim.  It was so weird the first time I went home and she wasn't there to go bug.  I almost went in Giant to see if she was working.  I'm proud of her for moving, it was probably the best thing she could do at the time.  Although i feel like I'm losing touch with her, and I am.  I don't know a lot of whats going on with her.  Most of it is my fault.  When I moved a lot as a young kid, I really had no way of keeping touch with the people I lost.  I kind of took it as a fact of life.  You move and you don't talk to the people you used to live with.  I never learned to keep touch.  Thats probably part of the reason I have so much trouble opening up to people.  I do miss her.  It was nice to have someone who I understood and who understood me. I feel the tears now even as I type this.

I've been working a lot at Denny's.  If you are in the Uniontown area come and visit me.  Business is very slow right now, so you should stop by.

The main reason why I felt compelled to write a journal entry tonight is that I watched Morgan Spurlock's (Super size Me) newest television show, 30 Days.  The premiere episode ,which I missed, had him and his now wife live on minimum wage for 30 days.  The episode I saw tonight was very very poignant.  It took a very much normal mainstream Christian and placed him in a Muslim community for 30 days.  He learned about the religion and experienced everything that they did for that 30 days.  I was shocked at some of the treatment he recieved and how little people truly know about Islam.  I applaud Spurlock for such a creative and throught-provoking series and encourage everyone to watch the show, at least until it starts to suck.  If you know my thoughts on TV then you should be most surprised by my praise for this show.

I think that is all for now.  Reports soon from the front line of my life.
Crystal
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