Wow

Oct 27, 2005 23:04

"I feel like the only family members that really know me, are my Aunt Michelle and my cousin Rachel, because I know that everything I say infront of them is between us, and that they aren't going to turn around and tell my mom. I've grown distant from all of my other family members, because I found out that the things I was saying were being told to other people in order for them to get back to my mom, and I don't trust them anymore. Honestly, the only relatives i trust anymore are my Aunt Michelle and cousin Rachel. I'm definately glad that I got the chance to start our relationship over again, and start getting to know one another. "

Ouch talk about having the worst feeling in the pit of my stomach....my cousin wrote that in his lj. I'm not michelle or rachel..and what a coincdence...that they are mother and daughter. I don't recall ever blabbing things to my mom. If i did..it wasn't so that his mom would find out. It was for advice. wow...i'm hurt. I was so proud and so excited to become close FINALLY to another family member. I didn't get to grow up with my cousins, aunts, grandparents..FAMILY period! I don't have any family members whatsoever in this whole state...and its a BIG one.
This Sucks.
Steven if you read this. I'm sorry you feel that way.
Previous post Next post
Up