shadows of other blogs
had migraine all day. not fun. feel icky.
i miss my bed in my room in my house. my bed is big and squishy and comfy and has lots of pillows. my bed here is a twin, with a much firmer mattress. it's a great bed, but i miss the one i'm used to.
my neck hurts.
there were a few c.r. people who, before i got here, said "we should definitely hang out! call me!"...stuff like that. and since i've been here, i've called them all. i'm not very good at being the first to call people, but i did it. some of them, i've called more than once. left messages, even. haven't even gotten a call back.
these individuals said they were really looking forward to seeing me. evidently not.
now, i know i'm too old to make the hackneyed "my friends suck and there are too many hypocrites" post. i'm not going to cry about these people not hanging out with me. i can entertain myself, really. i was just kinda excited to see them again. oh well.
i'm into a really different book. i like it, though - it illustrates every fear i have of marraige, children and the stereotypical domestic woman's life.
it's a bit weird to read a novel about why i spent several years not wanting to ever get married. my sexism comes out in my reading this book, though - with a handful of exceptions, i consider pretty much all men in the world to be like the ones in this book. i should work on that, and i've been trying to have a more open mind, but my past experiences combined with what i observe in the men around me now......it basically adds up to supporting my bias.
i miss jeff. i shall see him in t-minus two weeksish. i return to my house in t-minus three daysish. i hope i find my home life less stressful than it was when i left it.
for now, i go back to reading and taking painkillers.
i miss my bed in my room in my house. my bed is big and squishy and comfy and has lots of pillows. my bed here is a twin, with a much firmer mattress. it's a great bed, but i miss the one i'm used to.
my neck hurts.
there were a few c.r. people who, before i got here, said "we should definitely hang out! call me!"...stuff like that. and since i've been here, i've called them all. i'm not very good at being the first to call people, but i did it. some of them, i've called more than once. left messages, even. haven't even gotten a call back.
these individuals said they were really looking forward to seeing me. evidently not.
now, i know i'm too old to make the hackneyed "my friends suck and there are too many hypocrites" post. i'm not going to cry about these people not hanging out with me. i can entertain myself, really. i was just kinda excited to see them again. oh well.
i'm into a really different book. i like it, though - it illustrates every fear i have of marraige, children and the stereotypical domestic woman's life.
it's a bit weird to read a novel about why i spent several years not wanting to ever get married. my sexism comes out in my reading this book, though - with a handful of exceptions, i consider pretty much all men in the world to be like the ones in this book. i should work on that, and i've been trying to have a more open mind, but my past experiences combined with what i observe in the men around me now......it basically adds up to supporting my bias.
i miss jeff. i shall see him in t-minus two weeksish. i return to my house in t-minus three daysish. i hope i find my home life less stressful than it was when i left it.
for now, i go back to reading and taking painkillers.