weird ass dreams
i've been on spring break this past week and i've been catching up on some well needed sleep. unfortunately my sleeping patterns/habits have always been fucked up― today i slept for for fifteen hours. i don't feel very comfortable telling my friends my dreams but i figured this is the best way i can post them. enough with the balderdash.
dream 1
a couple of weeks ago, lorde (don't judge― her "royals" song isn't that good but her other shit is) was in oakland at the fox theater. now this is true, look it up. she was there for two days and i still didn't get to see her since tickets sold out. also cause my parents don't drive me places. anyway, so the dream was that i was waiting outside (first in line as usual) with my friend hensen who also likes lorde. instead of playing for two days, she was scheduled to play two shows in one night. at the last minute, they had to cancel both of them cause of technical difficulties. most people just left of course, since she would have a makeup concert fortunately. we both stayed just a little longer cause why not, we were going to both shows and didn't have a way we could get back home afterward. security/staff came to see us, since we were just...there. we both know the staff pretty well, so they let us go onto the floor/stage to possibly meet her.
at that point, the best person in the whole fucking world (jordy) was there for some reason and i was like dude what the fuck are you doing here why didn't you tell me you'd be around here and she had no clue why she was there in the first place. then, a couple of fans including hensen and i saw ella, or as most people know, lorde. she was really friendly and amiable and not as eccentric as most people misinterpret her as. she signed our stuff and got us all backstage passes when we came back for the makeup show(s) and so the fans left and stuff but i had no where to go until pretty much the next morning so she was like “you seem nice enough stay in the hotel with me if security lets you until tomorrow” and yeah i got to enjoy a big ass hotel for a night which was awesome. it's literally so unrealistic but who the fuck cares.
anyway, the dream i just had a few hours ago is far more amusing. patrick stump is in it too.
dream 2
i was babysitting this one girl. she was like four, aka the worst age a kid can be. even though in my eyes everyone 1-15 needs to get the fuck away from me. nonetheless i was doing it for the money of course. it started out normal, the town was a little grey. gray, grey, whatever, kinda like where i live now. the playground was fun enough.
after that was over with, her mom picked her up and needed to go to safeway and asked me if i needed to go too. i was like sure okay i could use some coffee and shit. when we were inside, literally everything was the same as the store that i go to. it was weird as fuck. the people looked bored, stoical, kinda like usual.
her daughter was running around the store and her mom was frustrated with her. she asked me if i could go find her so i looked around and couldn't find her. her mom wasn't too concerned and moved onto the next aisle.
she was looking high on the shelf at some gluten free pseudo healthy flour. she noticed it looked weird, it had splotches of red inside and outside the packaging. she pushed that one aside and tried to get one without the red stuff―no luck. i looked around for maybe a different one until i noticed that all of the packages had that red on them. blood. more and more on each one, on everything. i looked at one of the empty shelves and saw chopped off ponytails and girl clothing. the same as what the girl i was babysitting had.
i started to freak out. i was about to scream until i felt someone touching my back, the girls mom. her eyes had turned, she looked like something between a zombie and a vampire. twilight and warm bodies, except for the lack of love story at the end. i looked around the other people, they had the same dullness to them. their eyes glinted to a red, and some slowly or viciously started towards me.
by that time, i was running. looks like i wasn't alone, a few people were running too, grabbing each others hands and trying to find the best safety spot. we couldn't go out, they were coming in that way too. i ran past the bakery, the only sane people joined us and we created a mob of scared humans. that's when patrick was there, he was with a line of friends who looked at him strangely, eyes turning as he joined us and started running to the basement where a metal door protected us. while i was running i was wondering why he was there, but i was glad he wasn't one of whatever those creature things were.
unfortunately the dream was pretty much cut there. more like a nightmare, but hey, p stump was there. that dream kinda fucked me up though. i'm about to start walking around with a knife and some garlic.
oh and update: it's almost been a year since i joined (since that bowling ball fic- eh) and i'm currently working on a 25k+ word fanfic. ryden of course. and a highly requested ryden rec list. i've written and completed three fanfics already but i'm technologically impaired when it comes to formatting. but i will get to everything eventually even if it takes
FOREVER
dream 1
a couple of weeks ago, lorde (don't judge― her "royals" song isn't that good but her other shit is) was in oakland at the fox theater. now this is true, look it up. she was there for two days and i still didn't get to see her since tickets sold out. also cause my parents don't drive me places. anyway, so the dream was that i was waiting outside (first in line as usual) with my friend hensen who also likes lorde. instead of playing for two days, she was scheduled to play two shows in one night. at the last minute, they had to cancel both of them cause of technical difficulties. most people just left of course, since she would have a makeup concert fortunately. we both stayed just a little longer cause why not, we were going to both shows and didn't have a way we could get back home afterward. security/staff came to see us, since we were just...there. we both know the staff pretty well, so they let us go onto the floor/stage to possibly meet her.
at that point, the best person in the whole fucking world (jordy) was there for some reason and i was like dude what the fuck are you doing here why didn't you tell me you'd be around here and she had no clue why she was there in the first place. then, a couple of fans including hensen and i saw ella, or as most people know, lorde. she was really friendly and amiable and not as eccentric as most people misinterpret her as. she signed our stuff and got us all backstage passes when we came back for the makeup show(s) and so the fans left and stuff but i had no where to go until pretty much the next morning so she was like “you seem nice enough stay in the hotel with me if security lets you until tomorrow” and yeah i got to enjoy a big ass hotel for a night which was awesome. it's literally so unrealistic but who the fuck cares.
anyway, the dream i just had a few hours ago is far more amusing. patrick stump is in it too.
dream 2
i was babysitting this one girl. she was like four, aka the worst age a kid can be. even though in my eyes everyone 1-15 needs to get the fuck away from me. nonetheless i was doing it for the money of course. it started out normal, the town was a little grey. gray, grey, whatever, kinda like where i live now. the playground was fun enough.
after that was over with, her mom picked her up and needed to go to safeway and asked me if i needed to go too. i was like sure okay i could use some coffee and shit. when we were inside, literally everything was the same as the store that i go to. it was weird as fuck. the people looked bored, stoical, kinda like usual.
her daughter was running around the store and her mom was frustrated with her. she asked me if i could go find her so i looked around and couldn't find her. her mom wasn't too concerned and moved onto the next aisle.
she was looking high on the shelf at some gluten free pseudo healthy flour. she noticed it looked weird, it had splotches of red inside and outside the packaging. she pushed that one aside and tried to get one without the red stuff―no luck. i looked around for maybe a different one until i noticed that all of the packages had that red on them. blood. more and more on each one, on everything. i looked at one of the empty shelves and saw chopped off ponytails and girl clothing. the same as what the girl i was babysitting had.
i started to freak out. i was about to scream until i felt someone touching my back, the girls mom. her eyes had turned, she looked like something between a zombie and a vampire. twilight and warm bodies, except for the lack of love story at the end. i looked around the other people, they had the same dullness to them. their eyes glinted to a red, and some slowly or viciously started towards me.
by that time, i was running. looks like i wasn't alone, a few people were running too, grabbing each others hands and trying to find the best safety spot. we couldn't go out, they were coming in that way too. i ran past the bakery, the only sane people joined us and we created a mob of scared humans. that's when patrick was there, he was with a line of friends who looked at him strangely, eyes turning as he joined us and started running to the basement where a metal door protected us. while i was running i was wondering why he was there, but i was glad he wasn't one of whatever those creature things were.
unfortunately the dream was pretty much cut there. more like a nightmare, but hey, p stump was there. that dream kinda fucked me up though. i'm about to start walking around with a knife and some garlic.
oh and update: it's almost been a year since i joined (since that bowling ball fic- eh) and i'm currently working on a 25k+ word fanfic. ryden of course. and a highly requested ryden rec list. i've written and completed three fanfics already but i'm technologically impaired when it comes to formatting. but i will get to everything eventually even if it takes
FOREVER