um... yeah
hey- how's everybody been? its been a long time since i updated. and a lot has happened. let's see where i'll start. oh right...
ok, well i joined the first aid squad and now i ride monday nights. and n july 20 i start my EMT course with barry. That is gonna be a good time. Then for my birthday and john's (which was in june) tom, barry, john, me and probably a few other guys are all gonna go to a strip club. Oh won't that be fun. lol. we'll see.
I'm over Jimmy. YEAH that was real fuckin hard to do. :-) Now all i want is my money. isn't that the way it usually goes. My luck with guys sucks. Like 100% hardcore sucks. And i should really learn how to keep my mouth shut about what i've done, ie. prom weekend. All that good stuff. Um, and why does no one believe me when I say I'm a ......?? explain that to me. PLEASE! Lol, sorry I can't fill in the blank cause ya never know who's gonna read this.
I also have to meet a guy, like him and stick to him. But ya know what? I really don't care it's summer time, and if I have a few crushes, ya know what i'm entitled.
OH I went to go see Dashboard Confessional, along with Thrice, theGet Up kids and head Automatica. It was awesome! And Chris Carrabba is so cute even if he looks like an old man when he yells.
I have to figure out what I'm gonna do with boys. Cause right now I am just in such a state of confusion I really don't know what to do with myself. I'm a flirt, I can't help it. Oh well.
i think once i meet the right one i can stop and focus on him. Man, why can't i find someone to be interested in me? Whoa.. really really rambling now.
Let's see what else. Rocky had his surgery. It went well and now he's recouperating. COnsidering they just took the top chunk out of his leg, he's doing really well and because he's so young and stubborn he still gets up and does things on his own. :-) Aww that's my puppy!
I get piss tested August 12. Thrilling. For Kean Athletics. Whoo hoo.I'm so not excited about it, it's not even funny. I want to play so bad. But there are other issues in the way.
I gotta go ttyl.