more like a woman, less like an awkward boy

[crystalbeth]

so by the time my hair goes halfway down my back, i'll have cleaned the shutters. and maybe my fan won't be so noisy. i should be already there and settled and used to what life will become. today's goals achieved (5,10,15,20) and tomorrow's already set. he and i will be working it out and hopefully i'll have my car with me. and maybe by then i'll be used to the fact that this car has stalled. and that i tripped, fell and twisted my ankle. it's possible that my new friends and i will hit the drunken friday night karaoke scene. and the hungover saturday morning ihop scene. and hopefully i'll have figured how to deal with those pesky flyaways.

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"it's way too broke to fix. no glue, no bag of tricks."

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i'd pay to have you near. :(