Aug 07, 2005 09:07
Well today Zack and I had a little fight, nothing too bad though. It was because I had to get somethings off my chest. I was sitting on the couch and Zack asked me what was wrong because he could tell I was thinking about something. I told him nothing and he keept bothering me telling me it isn't good to hold it in. I keept telling him nothing. Finally I came out and told him what was bothering me and it was about that one night we had that major fight. I got mad at him because he wouldn't admit that he was so wrong for doing what he did that night. I was so mad. I told him that if he is to do that again, blow up like that , expose himself again, or especially push me in anyway again that I would have the cops called on him and have him arrested for domestic violence. I told him I didn't even know why he was getting a second chance. I told him I hate to be that way with him but if that was the only way he would learn. I told him I love him but that I don't love any man on this earth that much to put up with what happened the other night. I also told him of course that if that were happen again he would never see me again too. Well after leaving and going outside for a while and not being around him I cooled off a little. He came in and said that he was sorry again and I started crying. I was already crying when he apologized again. Earlier when we were in the fight he was telling me that he had already apologized but sometimes it is hard to accept just a sorry. Well I got it off my chest and cooled off and then he asked me if I wanted to go to Dave and Rhondas today and sure I do because I like them. We went over there and hung out and had fun. Then we came home and ate some chicken and split pea soup. Then we went to bed. Didn't even really get far with our movie Guess Who, which we have to return tonight. I hope we watch it soon. We went to bed before 9:00! It is crazy how Zack sleeps like that much. I mean I go to bed with him and all and I feel tired now because we get too much sleep. On the weekends he goes to bed really early and then he sleeps in really late. I don't understand it. He didn't used to go to bed until at least 11:00. LOL oh well. End of Entry