i fucking hate this

Feb 08, 2005 20:08

wow i really need to do this

My boyfriend is one of the best people i've ever met in my life. I love him more than i've ever loved anyone. He means the world to me. Why can't all you stupid girls see this? For once in my life i actually feel like I'm good at something and thats being with him. I feel comfortable with him and i trust him. But all you girls who started liking him right when we started going out have to fuck up everything just like you did the rest of my life. I don't get you....There are alot of single guys in our school, and they are more then willing to go out with you, can you please leave my boyfriend alone. I'm begging you, i never beg, to please leave him be. I don't mind you being friends but don't make me feel like shit when I'm with him. If your jealous well then i'm sorry. Now you know how i've felt my whole life. I've been jealous of everything that all you rich snobs have had and now that i've finally gotten something ive worked for and deserved you have the audacity to try and take that away. It has taken me 15 years to gain the confidence that I have, it has taken me 3 years to clean up my act and stop doing the things i did, and it take you sluts 5 seconds to put me to shame and make me cry. I hope that makes you feel good because I know it makes me feel like shit. Most people arn't going to give a shit about anything I'm putting in here but maybe if someone kind reads this will maybe see the deaper side of this entry. I'm in love.....
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