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So we spent the night at Greenie's. It was fun, though Greenie got mad at me for stripping in front of him when I went to take my shower. Says that I should only do that in front of David. Strange. Never bothered him before. Oh well.
I swear Erin needs to give up on him. She was subdued last night, but she still made some valiant efforts. I think I heard her jacking off last night, and I know she left a thong for him. I don't know if she ever wore it or not. She also jacked off on his towel when she took her shower. His towel as in the one he was using, not the one he lent her. Strange how he didn't get too mad though. Nor did he get as upset when she was even more exhibitionistic than me. Either he's decided to just roll with it or else he likes it more than he lets on. Maybe both.
Or maybe he really does feel that because I'm "taken" that I can't still have the level of friendship where we can be completely natural around each other anymore. If thats the case then our friendship really is starting to die the way he is afraid of. But its his fault at least as much as mine. I mean I'm not flirting or trying to instigate anything with him. Either way it hurts more than I want to admit. Hell, David knows exactly where I felt Greenie's and my friendship stood and exactly th sorts of things I would do and not do. Yeah he's a little jealous, but he trusts me, and I would never abuse that trust, and jeez Greenie definitely wouldn't. But I guess marriages/engagements really do change friendships.
Oh well, it was still good to see him. Especially since even though I was offered my job back, David and I are leaning towards moving anyways. We move at the end of June if we do. IT will be so sad to be leaving all my friends and family but it's time for a change.
I'm not sure how much more I will actually use this journal as a journal. I may just use it to talk to Greenie, Erin, Rhonda and anyone else I might run across.
I swear Erin needs to give up on him. She was subdued last night, but she still made some valiant efforts. I think I heard her jacking off last night, and I know she left a thong for him. I don't know if she ever wore it or not. She also jacked off on his towel when she took her shower. His towel as in the one he was using, not the one he lent her. Strange how he didn't get too mad though. Nor did he get as upset when she was even more exhibitionistic than me. Either he's decided to just roll with it or else he likes it more than he lets on. Maybe both.
Or maybe he really does feel that because I'm "taken" that I can't still have the level of friendship where we can be completely natural around each other anymore. If thats the case then our friendship really is starting to die the way he is afraid of. But its his fault at least as much as mine. I mean I'm not flirting or trying to instigate anything with him. Either way it hurts more than I want to admit. Hell, David knows exactly where I felt Greenie's and my friendship stood and exactly th sorts of things I would do and not do. Yeah he's a little jealous, but he trusts me, and I would never abuse that trust, and jeez Greenie definitely wouldn't. But I guess marriages/engagements really do change friendships.
Oh well, it was still good to see him. Especially since even though I was offered my job back, David and I are leaning towards moving anyways. We move at the end of June if we do. IT will be so sad to be leaving all my friends and family but it's time for a change.
I'm not sure how much more I will actually use this journal as a journal. I may just use it to talk to Greenie, Erin, Rhonda and anyone else I might run across.