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I saw my friend today. I had three great friends with me. My fiancé wanted to come, but he's got some viral thing. Thank God Greenie, Erin, and my friend's little sister was there.
I wasn't ready for this. I am really drunk for the first time since my stunt on Valentine's Day. Not nearly drunk enough. There's not enough booze in the world to get rid of that feeling.
I cannot do this again. I can't.
It hurts too much to see someone I have known for over over a decade lying there half dead, half alive like that.
I want to be the one to find her father. I want to troture him to death over and over again. The SOB isn't human. Humans do not do what he did. And I am willing to shed my humanity to see to it that he suffers for his actions.
I wasn't ready for this. I am really drunk for the first time since my stunt on Valentine's Day. Not nearly drunk enough. There's not enough booze in the world to get rid of that feeling.
I cannot do this again. I can't.
It hurts too much to see someone I have known for over over a decade lying there half dead, half alive like that.
I want to be the one to find her father. I want to troture him to death over and over again. The SOB isn't human. Humans do not do what he did. And I am willing to shed my humanity to see to it that he suffers for his actions.