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i've all of a sudden turned emo i need some one to talk to a guy i miss Blake he always made me feel better about my shity life and he gave the greatist hug i really need one right now my eyes are starting to tear dose any one have his new number? i ate 4 things of chocolate today it made me feel little better but i'm on a sugar low right now so i just get a spike in depression. i'v never felt this way in my life not this low even when my mom called i never went this low. i don't care about school or people or life but i'm trying to be nice to not take out my shit on my freinds its so hard cuz i don't hve a best friend i don't have any one i trust enough even my sister i love her but i couldent bare to telll her i actualy cared i said it wasent a big deal and i played it off but it is to me its a huge deal