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eh..as you can see by my mood, im not that happy, in fact im semi unhappy like...i miss matthew which by the way for updaes i found out that's "steven's" name-please refer to my last entry ..i love him but hell never know it. i mean, even if he did know it its not like hed be like oh lets g out hed be more liike oh? nastified she fat and ugly an hideous and eats ice cream everyday that fat pig ew im quitting..idk but either way i still love him. tomorrow we have long hour gym and maybe fbs will make me laugh cuz last time me and nicole were dying because he was like kissing the air and nodding his head like saying "your so good looking" to himself w/o a mirror maybe hell do that again.ha..by the wya i never updated-my makeup was very nice and matt saw it and i think he liked it cuz he smiled and it was a grand old time for all..then i thought he had quit cuz i didnt see him three times i went i was so sad but then on sunday(yesterday) i saw him and it brought back meaning in my life.ha. although he dint help us.fbs did and he made them excelent although nothing tops the day matt smiled and talked to me one day ill ask for an paplication but i think you hafta be 16 so what s the point matt will quit and have kids by then..i mean.. its so long to wait anyways i love him and miss him..till next time, this is crystal here and im out-