May 09, 2006 22:44
Man, why do I suck? What is it about me, that makes me so seemingly worthless? I'm always a back-up, even when people are having moments of feeling like back-ups themselves. Why can't people just enjoy hanging out with me all the time, and not just when it is convenient and they need a temporary replacement? It's like that here, and it sure as hell was like this at home. What is it in my personality that makes me so impossible to like? God damnit, why? I just want to be loved, people.
Don't pretend to like me if you don't, okay? Maybe I can start figuring out who really does, that way, and figure out how to maximize my friendships, cause this shit has got to end.