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Hey I am alive! throw me roses! ummm yeah
I got an early offer for my course :D:D:D No more anti piercing, anti hair dye, or smell of.........Mcdeath as of februaury, well atleast not most of the week.
so yeah thats awsome, now the scary packing my bags and leaving home thing is approaching, I have no money, work wont give me any moneuy because I'm not 15 and that means I'm expensive labour, my parents have no money.
I was thinkiong of getting a loan from an aunty, but yeah that might not happen since I didnt go to a family party because I'd made other arrangements before I was told, I am not a child so my grandmother should be able to deal with the fact, that i also have a life, just because every time she see's me I have a new hole in my face and my father (her worrying son) isnt a shining example, I feel bad at the same time, I seriously didnt know I was invied and I didnt think it would mattert too much, besides by the time I filtered through the lair of filth otherwise known as my bedroom and got my bum out the door to go out, (which happened to be 5 doors away from where I was going and I had no idea that it was there) it was 9.30, and the gig I wanted to see was starting..........so when i was told I was in trouble for going, oh fuck was the first thing that came to mind, could I have blown my chances of getting money, possibly.......things are better in my world since last post but I'm horribly self destructive too, stuff and more stuff gotta stop taking things so personally
I think its been the slowest year yet
though this is very cool
Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Sunday I broke sbuh's X-Box (-12 points). In March I committed genocide... Sorry about that, caenynne (-5000 points). In April I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In January I bought porn for lioness_z (-10 points). Last Wednesday I put money in orcasha's expired parking meter (14 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-5014 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
Crysofdark
I'm spent, I have to dig a hole to get into my bed, now that is disgusting of me, damm earthcore mess that hasn't left me yet, why cant it put itself away :(
I got an early offer for my course :D:D:D No more anti piercing, anti hair dye, or smell of.........Mcdeath as of februaury, well atleast not most of the week.
so yeah thats awsome, now the scary packing my bags and leaving home thing is approaching, I have no money, work wont give me any moneuy because I'm not 15 and that means I'm expensive labour, my parents have no money.
I was thinkiong of getting a loan from an aunty, but yeah that might not happen since I didnt go to a family party because I'd made other arrangements before I was told, I am not a child so my grandmother should be able to deal with the fact, that i also have a life, just because every time she see's me I have a new hole in my face and my father (her worrying son) isnt a shining example, I feel bad at the same time, I seriously didnt know I was invied and I didnt think it would mattert too much, besides by the time I filtered through the lair of filth otherwise known as my bedroom and got my bum out the door to go out, (which happened to be 5 doors away from where I was going and I had no idea that it was there) it was 9.30, and the gig I wanted to see was starting..........so when i was told I was in trouble for going, oh fuck was the first thing that came to mind, could I have blown my chances of getting money, possibly.......things are better in my world since last post but I'm horribly self destructive too, stuff and more stuff gotta stop taking things so personally
I think its been the slowest year yet
though this is very cool
Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Sunday I broke sbuh's X-Box (-12 points). In March I committed genocide... Sorry about that, caenynne (-5000 points). In April I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In January I bought porn for lioness_z (-10 points). Last Wednesday I put money in orcasha's expired parking meter (14 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-5014 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
Crysofdark
I'm spent, I have to dig a hole to get into my bed, now that is disgusting of me, damm earthcore mess that hasn't left me yet, why cant it put itself away :(