after a long time
needed some privacy. too many people are reading my site. people that i know. people too close to home, hence i just needed somewhere else to rant, to bitch.
i am so going to die. i hate exams. i used to think that i can handle any exams. but the truth is this is so crap. i can actually fail. sighs. i don't want to fail. i need to pass.
sometimes, i really hate my life here. argh. i do not have that many people i can call friends. i mean there are friends here and there. but there isn't what core group that i really hang out with. and i guess, i just miss that. i always have that all my life, wherever i was. but not now. guess i just have to cope with it, and grow up.
feel so relieved to be writing here. i can just write whatever. does not need to bother how it sounds, or is it interesting / boring. for my other diary, i think i have began to write for an audience. maybe i should stop doing that. but it is too difficult, because i know for sure who are 'some of the people' who will be reading it. and i cannot be too frank because some people just do not take 'straightforwardness' very well.
ok, i better get studying.