shove some more fucking pills down my throat
i dont feel quite riiiiiiight.
but then again, when was there ever a time
that i did feel right
with which i can compare how i'm feeling now to?
exactly
STFU.
ex girlfriends;;
black jettas.
"and i know that one day, my biggest fears will become real, and all my suspicions will be proven correct...."
I have hit rock bottom
and there is nothing exciting about it,
but the short relief I have
of not having to see me again
And then there is nothing, forever more
where the part of this being that
slept, and felt, and was never fully living but
always fading away once was
There is only one string left
attatched to reality
this hollow physical shell
already breaking, but never entirely crumbling
until you need it no more
for miniscule reasons,
and it too will be gone
without a trace.
ps. liz is coming tonighttttt yeeeeeahhhhhhhh you motherfuckers, so go shove a shoe up your ass, because shes really cool and i hate you,and i love her :)