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" We try, we struggle, all the time to find words to express our love. The quality, the quantity, certain that no two people have experienced it before in the history of creation. Perhaps Catherine and Heathcliff, perhaps Romeo and Juliet, maybe Tristan and Isolde, mayeb Hero and Leander, but these are just characters, make-believe. We have known eachother forever, since before conception even. We remember playing in a playpen, crossing paths at FAO Schwartz. We remember meeting in front of the Holy Temple in the days before Christ, we remember greeting eachother at the Forum, at the Parthenon, on passing ships as Christopher Columbus sailed to America. We have survived a pogrom together, we have died in Dachau together, we have been lynched by the Klu Klux Klan together. There has been cancer, polio, the bubonic plague, consumption, morphine addiction. We have had children together, we have been children together, we were in the womb together. Our history is so deep and wide and long, we have known eachother for a million years. And we don't know how to express this kind of love, this kind of feeling.......i want to say to him, i could be submerged into sixty feet of water right now, never drowning, never even fearing drowning, knowing i would always be safe with you here, knowing that it would be okay to die as long as you are here......"
Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation
so..heres whats been going on:
blah, blah blah blah, and blibbity freaking blah.
im leaving in about and hour for Cincinnatti for nationals piano comp.
ill be coming back late saturday night or early sunday morning.....sunday is warped tour, woohoo.
i cant wait to see liz!
and Zach omfg...but i dont get to pick him up from the airport on saturday which sucks, considering i will be in ohio.
hes been gone much too long :(
i sort of miss hanging out with people, yes i do.
all i have is myself these days, and boring conversations with my family occasionally...everything is boring...crying has become boring. i really want zach now. i have survived most of the three weeks, dragging on...hopefully i will make it to sunday. atleast ill be busy over these last few days of waiting.
<3