grrrr
so its been about a forever and a half since i posted... sorry... but whats new...
I recently learned that in high school i had the right idea... if you dont trust people then they cant hurt you... when i got here things started to change... people actually seemed to be true and care about me... then over time i discovered differently... now this id not to say there are not some actually genuinely good people out there... but when there is only like one in a hundred it just doesnt seem to be something that i should go looking for... so why is this coming up now?.. well over last few days i have learned that some people who call me a "friend"... and want me to do things for them actually really dont like me at all...
ok i really dont give a shit that people dont like me... i know of many... but the two faced bitches and bastards are who really piss me off... if you dont like me leave me alone... why is that so fucking hard to do?
Other then that... classes are getting really long... every thing is coming up due and there just arent enough hours in the day to accomplish everything that i need to do... my residents are almost to the point where i would say they are out of control... oh well... one kind of booster was that about 90% of my residents said that they liked me according to their surveys... and for the other 10%... fuck-um... you cant please all no matter what you do for them
I recently learned that in high school i had the right idea... if you dont trust people then they cant hurt you... when i got here things started to change... people actually seemed to be true and care about me... then over time i discovered differently... now this id not to say there are not some actually genuinely good people out there... but when there is only like one in a hundred it just doesnt seem to be something that i should go looking for... so why is this coming up now?.. well over last few days i have learned that some people who call me a "friend"... and want me to do things for them actually really dont like me at all...
ok i really dont give a shit that people dont like me... i know of many... but the two faced bitches and bastards are who really piss me off... if you dont like me leave me alone... why is that so fucking hard to do?
Other then that... classes are getting really long... every thing is coming up due and there just arent enough hours in the day to accomplish everything that i need to do... my residents are almost to the point where i would say they are out of control... oh well... one kind of booster was that about 90% of my residents said that they liked me according to their surveys... and for the other 10%... fuck-um... you cant please all no matter what you do for them